Won't lie to you, dude, it was pretty weird for a while. He had access to the power armor I wore but that's about it.
Anyway, I'm telling you about him because I kind of understand what it is you're saying. The years I spent with Delta, we changed each other. For the better, I think, despite our...circumstances. But I catch myself thinking about things in terms of numbers and variables, or analyzing a situation with colder logic than I once would've. Less like a human and more like a machine, I suppose.
But I don't think it's wrong, necessarily, to think like that. We needed both our approaches to survive, and if it's sometimes hard to tell where I start and he ended, well. That's just who I am now, I guess, after everything I went through. And it's not wrong. That's the most important thing Delta taught me: That there's no such real thing as good or bad, just different ways of living to get different results.
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Date: 2016-02-11 02:02 am (UTC)Anyway, I'm telling you about him because I kind of understand what it is you're saying. The years I spent with Delta, we changed each other. For the better, I think, despite our...circumstances. But I catch myself thinking about things in terms of numbers and variables, or analyzing a situation with colder logic than I once would've. Less like a human and more like a machine, I suppose.
But I don't think it's wrong, necessarily, to think like that. We needed both our approaches to survive, and if it's sometimes hard to tell where I start and he ended, well. That's just who I am now, I guess, after everything I went through. And it's not wrong. That's the most important thing Delta taught me: That there's no such real thing as good or bad, just different ways of living to get different results.