... I don't know if - I mean... it was like... I took to morphing way better than a lot of the others did. Cassie could control her morphing better but for me it was like... something better. Something I should do. Something I could do, to get away from everything. And yeah... it came with a heavy price. But I think...

[... He almost said it. But no. He can't say it. He's never said it outright to anyone.]

... I think that it's... for some people, just being able to break themselves free of what's holding them out is... the most amazing feeling they could ever have.