[Kind of a lot of words. More than enough to stoke his guilt over using this whole "service" into something unbearable again, but that isn't... this person is just another human, probably. It's stupid to think about anyway.
Still, it takes him a little while longer to respond.]
So I should... tell him? Just so he knows why I'm why it's hard for me. Or why I'm being a douchebag over stupid things or Fuck. Do you think it's going to scare him? I still don't understand why humans have a problem with relationships between two males but I don't see how I can keep it a secret from him for much longer. And I don't see how he can keep from freaking out about it at all.
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Kind of yeah.
[Kind of a lot of words. More than enough to stoke his guilt over using this whole "service" into something unbearable again, but that isn't... this person is just another human, probably. It's stupid to think about anyway.
Still, it takes him a little while longer to respond.]
So I should... tell him? Just so he knows why I'm
why it's hard for me. Or why I'm being a douchebag over stupid things or
Fuck. Do you think it's going to scare him? I still don't understand why humans have a problem with relationships between two males but
I don't see how I can keep it a secret from him for much longer. And I don't see how he can keep from freaking out about it at all.