Right. Ok so I've had this really long and complicated relationship with my best friend. Like we weren't even friends at first and I was sure I fucking hated him But then we got over our respective shit and became friends and I mean REALLY FUCKING CLOSE friends. It's hard to explain without going into too many specifics. But by human standards it's a platonic relationship. And God it's so fucking obvious where I'm going with this. I'm in love with him and I don't know if I can tell him without compromising everything we have now and I CAN'T I can't fucking lose him. And I don't want him to be uncomfortable around me or feel like he can't tell me things, which this would definitely fucking do? So. That's the problem.
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Date: 2016-06-29 11:17 pm (UTC)I've had this really long and complicated relationship with my best friend. Like we weren't even friends at first and I was sure I fucking hated him
But then we got over our respective shit and became friends and I mean REALLY FUCKING CLOSE friends. It's hard to explain without going into too many specifics.
But by human standards it's a platonic relationship. And
God it's so fucking obvious where I'm going with this. I'm in love with him and I don't know if I can tell him without compromising everything we have now and I CAN'T
I can't fucking lose him. And I don't want him to be uncomfortable around me or feel like he can't tell me things, which this would definitely fucking do?
So. That's the problem.